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For the sake of myself being remembered by my short-term memory I write lines--overly non-sensical lines of random thoughts burning with pessimism, nauseous hopelessness, spoofable reflections, gibberish rants and sometimes retracting suicidal grains of food cravings, insane cursings... I don't write to be appreciated. My fiction deserves no attention. I type blank-spaced blahs of words, similar to forgetful lines if ever you are reading these words, forgive yourself on why the heck you've thought of browsing this page. You might feel depressed as I ponder my thoughts on my life... so you better exit now and save yourself from insanity. Bow.

Sheethead Queen
This is a blog written by the queen of Sheetheads. Wondering what that word means? Sheethead is a clay mineral powder which is used to absorb oil and grease from non-washable fabrics. Or maybe it means a head full of bright semi-shitty crappy ideas. Or maybe Sheethead doesn’t mean anything.

This blog is full-heartedly dedicated to Smokey’s hotdog, isaw, hematophobics, Master Splinter of Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, to people strangled by the Sheethead, to anti-posers, to the late Luis Taruc and other Pinoy liberalists and nationalists, to the Visayan nephew, to paranoid loving parents, to siblings and relatives, to Christian Bautista, to Iranians, to Quentin Tarantino, to UAAP fans who’ve mistaken this blog as their idols’ fan site, to the wondrous sights of the Philippines and of course, to YOU! YIHEE!

Quote for the day:
If you do not know who I am, maybe you do not know who I am.

Thus, I’ve crafted “Ten Magnificent Random Things You Should Know About Me.” Only 90% of this is authentic. 1 is a lie.

1. I am a 24 year old IT analyst in denial. I am an MIS graduate of the Ateneo de Manila University. I have been blogging since 2004 and developed my asthma while being bored with corporate life.
2. I am afraid of blood and roaches.
3. I am currently addicted to Damien Rice's, Up Dharma Down's and The Beatles' music.
4. I have mild amnesia and I am a fulfilled insomniac.
5. My dream is to be DOT's secretary someday.
6. I still dream of becoming a rockstar someday.br> 7. I crave for lobsters, isaw, kilawin, Meatshop's steak, more prawns, oyster, Lord Stow egg tart, Philadelphia cheesecake, aligue, calif maki, leche flan and tomato soup.
8. My knight will soon take me to Sagada, Mt. Pinatubo, Camiguin, Siquijor, Sorsogon, Siargao, Isabela and Sulu.
9. Horsebackriding was my passion. Surfing is my dream.
10. I love singing DJ Alvaro's songs on videoke.

Wishlist:

Condo in Makati, Canon EOS 40D, Wii, TV Stick Tuner for iMac, stone driller, Godfather original DVD, P.O.A dress, violet Chuckies, free one month massage, Kitkat, Choco Mallows, Lord Stow egg tart lifetime supply, JBL sound system, B Series MB, violet Samsonite luggage, gold Rolex watch, all expense-paid trip to Batanes, Tokyo, Mt. Pinatubo, New Zealand, Siargao, Marinduque, Guimaras, Swiss Alps, France, Himalayas, Africa

Book-o-rama Great Reads:

Alan Lightman, Nietzsche, Freud, Jessica Hagedorn, Randy David, Conrado de Quiros, Dave Eggers, JD Salinger, Mark Haddon, Lourd de Veyra, Doug Lansky, Michael Cunningham, Frank McCourt, Harper Lee, Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Ramil Gulle, Bill Watterson, Roald Dahl, Nick Joaquin, Robert Fulghum, Neil Gaiman, Citiatlas

Music-worthy Lokals:
Dicta License, Up Dharma Down, Urban Dub, Sugarfree, Cynthia Alexander, Rivermaya, Radioactive Sago Project, P.O.T., Imago, Razorback, Wolfgang, Orange and Lemons, Brownbeat All Stars, Bamboo, The Bridge, Sugar Hiccups, Sheila and the Insects, Sponge Cola, Sandwich, Sponge Cola, Session Road, Kjwan, Kapatid, Barbie’s Cradle, The Teeth, Eraserheads, HYP, Joey Ayala, Gary Granada, Brownman Revival, True Faith, Side A, Parokya ni Edgar, Freestyle, South Border, Christian Bautista, Michael Cruz, Gary V.

Music-worthy Foreign Invasions:
Smashing Pumpkins, The BEATLES, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Damien Rice, Nirvana, Moonpools and Caterpillars, Aida Broadway, Foo Fighters, Oasis, 311, Our Lady Peace, Pearl Jam, Incubus, Deftones, System of A Down, Jars of Clay, Fra Lippo Lippi, Depeche Mode, The White Stripes, Janis Joplin, Boyz II Men, Silverchair, The White Stripes, Caetano Veloso, Tracy Chapman, No Doubt, Vertical Horizon, A Perfect Circle, Snow Patrol, Ne-yo, Regina Spektor, Keane, Sarah McLachlan, Ben Folds Five, Third Eye Blind, Usher, Live, Rage Against the Machine, Cold Play, Alanis Morisette, 50 Cent, Cranberries, Jewel, Tori Amos, Staind, Blur, Stevie Wonder, At The Drive-In, Nat King Cole, Goo Goo Dolls

Movie Mania
In The Mood For Love, Big Time!, Pagdadalaga ni Maximo Oliveros, Reality Bites, Legend of 1900, Gattaca, I am David, Endo, Juno, Kite Runner, Schindler's List, , Olivier, Olivier, Fight Club, City of God, Chungking Express, Cinema Paradiso, Malena, Children of Heaven, Children of Paradise, Primal Fear, American History X, Fahrenheit 9/11, Ganito Kami Noon, Paano Kayo Ngayon, Karnal, Fallen, Catch Me If You Can, Fallen Angels, La Jette, Y Tu Mama Tambien, Amores Perros, The Crime of Padre Amarro, Legend of the Falls, In America, American Beauty, Snow Falling On Cedars, Amelie, Run Lola Run, Talk To Her, The Rainmaker, Seven, Life is Beautiful, My Best Friend's Wedding, Confessions of A Dangerous Mind, How To Lose A Guy in 10 Days, Kill Bill, Godfather 1, Motorcycle Diaries, Godfather 2, Closer, Mulan, Shawshank Redemption, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, The Others, Practical Magic, Chocolat, The Matrix 1, Shrek, Monsters, Inc., Almost Famous, The Pianist, Girl Interrupted, Lost in Translation, Cider House Rules, Devil's Advocate, Dead Man Walking, Philadelphia, Citizen Kane, Not One Less, Minority Report, Sixth Sense, Big Fish, Kill Bill 2, Godfather 3, Artificial Intelligence, Killing Me Softly, Vertical Limit, L'Appartement, Au Revoir Les Enfantes, Osama, The Adaptation, Imelda, Queen Margot, American Rhapsody, La Vida Rosa, Before Sunset, Waking Life

Go Away. Click these. But link me please:

LINKS
ADMU2005  Ala   Birdie  Cel  Che Lives   Cleyops   Conrado de Quiros  Cynthia  Damien  Gameplan   Happy Tree Friends   Helen   Hyza   Ian  Je-Em  Joy  Neil Gaiman  Orange&Lemons  Peper   Pex   PixelGirl   Polly  Quark Henares   Rage  RSP  Secrets  Sheila and the Insects Urban Dub   Green Minded      Jaja   Jenie Tish Travel Factor

 

Everything Maldita.
Mga Malditas' Multiply
Icar's Bloga 
Ice 
Icar's Multiply 
Abby's Multiply  
Abby 
DJ's Multiply
High Blood Cum Laude

Travelogue Decadents of Some Sort:

Banaue Batanes  Bolinao  Circle Divisoria Marinduque Tate

Mga Memorableng Nakaraang Artikulo:



The Tale of Sweet Valley and Other Books
Being Boyfriendless at 20
Thoughts on Poverty
Death Wishes
Black Nazarene
Melanie Quotable Quotes
Quiapo
Reality Bit Me
My Metro Love Story Part 1
My Metro Love Story Part 2
Boo Boos
7 Corners Food Review
Why Blog?
Alaala
Usapang Pagkain
A Wrong God?
Murder Cases sa Planetang Dynpro
Cinema and Culture
iPod, oh iPod!
Cynic Bday Girl
Ambitions
Bus Adventure
Tanghaling Tapat
Carbon Copy
Longing and Mundane Things
The Arrogance of Figures
Burst
Bloody 50++ jesus christs
Sadness
Para sa Araw ng Kakilig-kilig
Huli sa Gabi
Laging Wala, Wala
Buhay
Mud Despondency
An Overflowing Expression Of My Love
Black Hole Fiction
MMDA Adventure
My Insensitivity Triggered by melancholic thoughts
kuyakoy
Bolinao 1
Thoughts on the recurring question...
Divisoria, Tutuban and Espanya Rock!!!
lo's death anniv and my first driver's license

 

 




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Tuesday, March 11, 2008
I love Juno!

This is a delayed post. But for all those who haven't watched this film, watch it NOW. The screenplay's witty, characters are natural and real... This is a good good film! Sorry I'm lazy to create a film review. Quotes na lang tayo:

Leah: Yo yo yoiggady yo.

Juno: I'm pregnant.

Leah: What? Honest to blog?

Juno: Yeah. It's Bleeker's.

Leah: It's probably just a food baby. Did you have a big lunch?

Juno: This is not a food baby all right? I've taken like three pregnancy tests, and I'm forshizz up the spout.

Leah: How did you even generate enough pee for three pregnancy tests?

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This one's my fave:

Mac MacGuff: Look, in my opinion the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly what you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what-have-you. The right person is still going to think the sun shines out of your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with.

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Girl: Here, have a condom. They're boysenberry.

Juno: I'm actually off sex right now, thanks.

Girl: My boyfriend wears them every time we have intercourse. They make his junk smell like pie.

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Juno: I've been thinking. I was thinking, I could, like, have this baby and, and give it to someone that, like, totally needs it, you know? Like a woman with a bum ovary or a couple nice lesbos.

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[on the phone]

Juno: I'm calling to procure a hasty abortion?


Posted at 3/11/2008 3:36:37 pm by jazzthoughts
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Malditas Multiply

http://mgamalditas.multiply.com

Aayusin pa 'yan. Si Icar, gumawa rin pala:

http://travellingmalditas.multiply.com

Dear friends, paki-upload naman old pixs. Nasira ang aking hard drive noon kaya wala na kong kopya sa ibang posings natin :(


Posted at 3/11/2008 3:34:24 pm by jazzthoughts
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Download Download

I love P2P technology! I now have Chungking Express, Into the Wild, Volver and Persepolis! Yahooo! Next on my list are my Iranian films. Hooray! Kung pwede lang di matulog, I’ll watch all my films and read all my new books. Hahaay! Sana nasa bahay na lang ako kaysa nagbibilang ng butiki sa opis. Hahaha!


Posted at 3/11/2008 3:33:29 pm by jazzthoughts
Don't be a Shylet!  

1 down

Wootwoo! I now know how to surf. 1 cross in my “Bucket List”! Yey!

 

My muscles are still sore. Whenever I hit the car brakes, my legs are complaining. My arms are also aching every time I stretch.

 

I don’t mind at all. Basta marunong na ko J

 

It was a blast with Malditas, Acheche and Teddybur. Gusto ko bumalik sa La Union!

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Feel na Feel

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Spider Surfer?

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Tacsiyapo!

To be continued...


Posted at 3/11/2008 12:36:06 pm by jazzthoughts
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Friday, March 07, 2008
Surf's Up!

23 hours from now, I'll be riding a van with the Malditas, my Teddybur and Lider's Acheche (hopefully Lider's parental units will find the light!).

I'm excited though Ted and I were placed far from each other (he's seated beside the driver-- how boring could that be! and i'm seated beside Lider and Acheche the couple at the back-- I'll be a chaperone? ). I hate the organizers for randomly assigning a bad seating arrangement. 7 long hours without my fafa by my side =( Hay nakow!

I haven't finished packing my things. I'm lazy to select which of my loving clothes will make it to La Union. And I forgot to get my beach clothes at Bulacan brrrrrrr! To procrastinate and avoid this tiring task, I didn't realize that I already watched 3 episodes of Prison Break and researched the biography of Wentworth Miller and Robert Knepper. Miller's a Princeton graduate, wow and he's half White and Black (combination pa ng Jewish, Lebanese, African, Jamaican, Somalian, French, Russian, etc)! Wow! No wonder he looks perfect kasi naghalo-halo na lahat parang rainbow (haha labo!). And I thought T-bag was the same person who played the villain in Con Air. Hindi pala! =D

And now it's 2AM and I'm wondering how I'm going to go to office hours from now. I had diarrhea awhile ago by the way. Namimilipit ako sa sakit but my brother treated me at Mom and Becky's my favorite so I rushed to the restroom and tada! I still ate callos and mango walnut cake. And my stomach was still aching. And now eficascent  oil's not working wonders anymore.

A funny incident happened awhile ago. My ex-counterpart in Argentina messaged me that she'll transition this ticket. Huwaat?! Ano ba yun! Nakalimutan nya na wala na ko sa kumpanya matagal na. Hahahaha! I told her, "I thought I had a dream that I'm working in Achenchur again." And then she apologized, suddenly realizing the hard reality that I'm already gone for 8 months already. She messaged my other ex-team mate saying that she had a dream that I was back in Achencha and I told her, "Please no! That'd be a nightmare." Oh my!

Bonus' coming next week. Earlier we had this managing your financials training sponsored by HSBC. No wonder. Interest rates will go down. Blame America. I need an investment. I should buy more Rolex and gold hahaha! I'm happy with the bonus, makes me more think how rich our managers are. Baka may kotse na sila pangbonus? Syet. That should be part of my objectives, Sir!

It's 2:04. I'm sleepy but I don't want to finish packing my things so I'll continue writing. My boyfriend wants me to write something for him. Here you go:

"Bilanggo sa rehas ng pag-ibig mo... Bilanggo!"

Tata! I need sleep!


Posted at 3/7/2008 1:46:43 am by jazzthoughts
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Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Sana tanungin mo ako...

Kamusta ka na?


Posted at 3/5/2008 4:13:53 pm by jazzthoughts
Don't be a Shylet!  

I need change

I'm quitting. Ayoko na ng ganito. Grrrr!

I'm becoming more and more lazy. I don't know how I'll end up after a year of this lifestyle.

Is it just me or am I not just fit doing this? Do I lack inspiration? Everyday is now a battle to go or not to go to work.

Here we go again. I need change please.


Posted at 3/5/2008 3:57:18 pm by jazzthoughts
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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Hope in Hopelessness

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Backstage last Friday: LozadaThe Star

I don’t think that people power would ever be successful in ousting PGMA. Why?

 

1)      Noli de Castro is the VP. What can he do for this country?

2)       Uncle Sam loves her.

3)      Nobody really cares. Corruption is already accepted in this country.

4)      We all hate traffic. Most of us are just trapped in our own world and we’re just afraid to sweat and be heard.

5)      All our EDSAs proved that the next successor would just be as worse and greedy as the previous.

 

I, myself, don’t know where to stand. It’s good that rallies are happening. It shows that checks and balances are still there. It’s better than being silent and ignoring the obvious greed in our government. But there is this feeling of hopelessness. We all feel trapped that’s why we just submit to this current situation. We are satisfied with silence for we learned that nothing will change anyway.

 

I think revolution won’t happen any time soon. I am still hopeful, yet I know change will not just be around the corner. I feel bad that we’re lagging behind other nations that used to look up to us.

 

Maybe there is something wrong with our democracy. Sometimes I think that dictatorship might help us. Cast away all the grandstanding corrupt politicians plus the pork barrel and lessen it into one head! We might need a strong leader to instigate discipline in all of us. Maybe we need to learn it the hard way. Look at how businesses are done, how traffic continues to spoil our daily lives. Kung pwede lumusot, lulusot. Sometimes I wish that they remove the Congress and Senate. Majority of them are just useless tax thieves who don’t know anything but grandstand. I am paying 33% of my income and 12% VAT of products I buy. Where do all these go? I don’t see any lights in the evening, roads are still terrible and mass transportation still sucks. Look at our healthcare and education system. It’s simply depressing.

 

Maybe it’s also because we don’t have national pride. We are all raring to go out of the country. We are all embarrassed to call ourselves Filipino. We are not aware of our own culture. And the best we could boast of is Ronald Lapuz in American Idol. Or maybe we’re still facing identity crisis, having been colonized by Spain and America for a long time that our culture is lessened into all the bads of our colonizers?

 

I think it’s because of our passivity that we continue to become corrupt and undeveloped. We end our misery by pointing fingers. We are often frustrated but we don’t act in our own ways. We always blame the head of the government. The truth is, even if we seat Gandhi, the cancer is beyond the head’s control. If we continue not to vote and not to change our own corrupt ways, we’ll remain like this. Rallies are always futile without our willingness to change and be proactive. If only we could kill our own passiveness, maybe we could prosper. Write to all corrupt politicians what kind of roads you have. Honk your horns whenever you get swerved by a raging bus. Never accept bribe and give bribe, even if it would give you much comfort.  Don’t treat politicians like they are celebrities. Inquire and seek for detailed platforms. Why aren’t they humiliated? Maybe because we have accepted and ignored their evil ways. Imagine this country with a united collective effort for change. Hope dwells in unity.

 

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I went to the rally last Friday with my 2 officemates not because I’m an anti-GMA. I went there to observe. I wanted to feel nationalism once again, but sadly there is none in the streets of Ayala. A group of people are lined up to get their packed Chickenjoy. Bystanders are everywhere hoping to see celebrities. Yuppies have their DSLRs, hoping to capture the moment. Then, out came Erap and Maceda 10 feet away from me. What are they doing there anyway? How can I feel nationalistic pride seeing these same people who’ve betrayed us a long time ago? Never mind. History repeats itself.   

 


Posted at 3/4/2008 2:58:17 pm by jazzthoughts
Don't be a Shylet!  

Diamonds are forever.

Yes, love makes us cry.

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Ganito pala ang feeling...

Napapa-"EH?" ang bibig ko!

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Tapos takot na tinanong ako ng nanay ko na "NAGPASECRET MARRIAGE KA BA?!"
Huwaaat?
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Huwaat? Kaya sinakyan ko ang kaba ng aking magulang.
Sabe ko, "Ma, may sasabihin ako sa'yo. Maupo ka..."

Kumunot ang kanyang noo...

Ang mata nanlalaki...

At lumabas sa bibig ang mga pangaral... "HUWAG MUNA ANAK!"

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For the record, hindi ito engagement ring inay.


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Isa lang itong simbolo ng aming pagmamahalan :D

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Hindi ako mahilig sa alahas.
Pero isang araw...
habang ako ay nakatulog habang nanonood ng Sleuth,
dala ng kabigatan ng kinain noong tanghalian...
sinikap ng aking mahal isuot sa aking daliri ang dyamante...
ngunit dahil takip ng unan ang akin kamay, siya ay bigo...

At sa aking pagkagising, kanyang pinakita ang mensaheng "Promise me... until you love me"
Ako ay nawirdohan. Ano ibig sabihin nun? Parang di abot tanaw ng aking neurons at aorta!

Ilang minuto ang makalipas, kanyang inawit ang kantang pinagsimulan ng aming pag-ibig (The Blower's Daughter ni Damien Rice).
Niyaya niya akong maki-awit...
 At saka sinuot sa aking daliri ang kumikinang na dyamante.

Syet. Ang sarap ng feeling.

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Mahal na mahal kita, sinta.

Oo alam ko. Mukha akong abnoy sa mga letratong ito. Hahaha!


Posted at 3/4/2008 12:22:18 am by jazzthoughts
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Monday, March 03, 2008
My Memory Lane

I am a sentimental type of person. I keep restaurant receipts, tissue papers, movie tickets, concert tickets, plane tickets, messages, letters, etc. with my memorable friends and loved ones. I store it in my shoe boxes. I always convince myself that I could organize these “memorabilia mess” in scrapbooks. I already bought scrapbooks 4 years ago, but I still haven’t found the time to organize.

 

There was a time when I kept all my parking tickets. I collected about two inches thick of paper. Hahah! Realizing that collecting those tickets were pointless, I stopped and threw it all away.

 

I also kept a box full of remnants of my materialistic urges—receipts of clothes, shoes, books, groceries, etc. When I filled up a box full of receipts, it dawned on me how shopaholic I have been.. And decided to also throw away all the receipts.

 

A part of me has this impulse to store my everyday knick knacks. Maybe because I am very forgetful. Opening my boxes makes me have my own trip down my memory lane. It gives me this feeling of melancholy, youthfulness and joy. I love backtracking. It helps me see my past again. Although memories can sometimes be terrible when there is this longing to go back to another period of my life.

 

Sometimes I see my Lola Berning alive in this penchant of mine. As a kid, I was often impressed with my Lola’s fascination for clippings (that was the time when internet was still an embryo). She’d cut out all outstanding articles of the 3 newspapers (PDI, PS, MB) and paste articles into her columnar books (by topic). She could have been a great archiver. She passed away eight years ago, leaving behind a cabinet full of columnar books. I, on the other hand, have boxes of disorganized pictures, letters, tickets, etc. One day I’ll grab my scissors and paste, and put these trinkets into a story. My story.


Posted at 3/3/2008 3:45:53 pm by jazzthoughts
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